many thing in my heart have burst out...

today i m so moody and this cause me register at http://www.blogger.com/ and write this post...i m so angry because my family are so stupid and they r playing fool all the days...i feel chill and feel tired..i endure all the thing which happen and i just escape from it if i can. I dun wan be a endurance,but the most heartburn is my mum is a endurance...she always endure everything which fall on her.... oh pls..mum..dun be a endurance..my heart burning...i m sorry bcause i dun have the ability to look after u...i js hope u can dun think so much...i tried to be a coldblooedness ppl...i dun wan care everything happen surrounding me unless it happen include me..but i CANT!! i cant be a coldblooedness ppl...my heart burning when i saw my mum crying... my brain sick...my body sick...i feel tired..and after tat i cry too...i bear for it...and i try many time..but useless...i cant...i cry whenever i see my mum cry!!! I try to dun get my mum mad but everything i think is in reverse..even i dun get mum mad but the stupid bro still get my mum mad...get my mum sad...he is so useless!!! I hate him very much!!! I hate guys!! never think before when they do something!! i dun wan involve in every thing which happen which fall on family..i really feel sick...feel tired..there are many thing happen in these day...i hope that i m the victims but not my mum...